Cold Hearted Lyrics

See I an been through some shit that'll turn yo heart cold

An these white people looking like I don't got a fuckin soul

When you Can't box me in rain sleet or fucking snow

An I'm looking at my younger self like nigga you gone blow

As soon as you hit that stage burn it down steal the show

They recognize the truth I crawled up a mountain slope

I was built for this nigga that's on Jesus I won't choke

I won't quit I just elevated I'm fascinated by my growth

I can't let my trials and tribulations stop me from having hope

I didn't get mad when they was laughing like this chair was a joke

I just went harder then they ever could ha ha you niggas broke

I lost some monumental figures in my life that shit hurt

When I was really ready to slide but its cancer

So who I'm ah murk

My granny said I need Jesus hmmm I need to go to church

I told her straight to her face I aint find Jesus in that church

When I was laid on that ground he came to visit me at my worst

Two of my mama sons got scholarships an almost got murked

Damn I was her baby and I couldn't break the curse

To make matters worst I aint even know she was hurt

She held that cancer in her body an never said a word

Till February 12th on the 19th she left this earth

I'm in a dark as room

With no windows curled up hurt my finger on the trigger

You say a word you get murked

Im ready to light some candles put ten niggas on a shirt

But I know she looking down

I grabbed that mic an went to work

Like a pallbearer nigga I carried that beat to the hurst

Cold hearted an I swear to god nigga this shit hurt

Its hard to let people in when I barely wanna be on this earth

Im like Tyson with these demons jab jab hook duck

these niggas content with stagnation but I can't be stuck`

So as long as a nigga breathing I'm striving for a million plus

They say god give his strongest soldiers situation tuff

Well I must be a spartan three huntit the odds against us

Im trying to beat the system the judge trying to lynch us

So many of my dogs its hard to see them behind fences

They sat my niggas down like the coach tried to bench us