St. Elizabeth's Son Lyrics

Yeah, This weeks been a lot

I've lost a family member

Found a side I lost

The tree is only just adding up

Now I've paid the cost

I don't know how to take it

Cos it hasn't hit me

There's messages from people saying they're my family

Man it's such a weird feeling

There's so much more to find out

It's backing up what a thought but now there's no doubt

Feels like I'm playing hide and seek with my heritage

How many more sons of Elizabeth are finding more relatives

Can they relate to me

Conversation with myself

Facts make it easy to see

Do I respond to the people of my blood?

Or do I say fuck that and focus on the life that I live and love

But that's the hardest part

Am I betraying someone?

But fate has decided that Liz, she has to have a son

And that's where I should focus my eyes

I've had a better upbringing than these kids with perfect lives

Yes you've got a head start

I've got a bigger heart

I'm catching up and getting places with my art

You might say that I'm jumping the gun

Born in Sigmund's life but I'm Elizabeth's Son

If things had gone right

I never would've left

But I learnt a wrong turn works out for the best

If things had gone right

I never would've left

But I learnt a wrong turn works out for the best

But If things had gone right

I never would've left

But I learnt a wrong turn works out for the best

Family's thicker than blood

And I've got more than one

Born in Sigmund's life but I'm Elizabeth's Son

I wanna read between lines and find out more about the story

Was Everton ever blue in his life before me

What's his side I wanna hear what he has to say

I'll have this conversation before I pass away

Imagine searching up a name, see a reflection of yourself

There's bound to be an impact all these secrets on the shelf

And I've been looking at it endlessly comparing every feature

Emotions on the loose, so I don't think that I can meet you

I doubt he's knows who I am either

I'm the hider he's the seeker

Glancing at the surface but I know it's way deeper

I know I've got look at it from both sides

But finding out you've got a son would you stand beside

Cos I'd be terrified

But maybe it's not my place to say

It feels like I'm leading my own questions astray

Cos one minute I'm pointing fingers like who's next to blame

Next I'm crying I feel like I put my family name to shame

"Bro, I'm hearing you're my cousin in it, so I'm just hitting you up, you feel me. Erm I'm Donoveen's little brother"

Yeah you know you are

You're the creator of scars

Every day I find out more

Don't try and cover the floors

And now I've seen both sides

I know the truth doesn't hide

Who you calling baby boy

Cos you ain't mine

You haven't seen me since I was a baby boy

A message is the only way to push and annoy

And I get that you're upset

You weren't present now I'm in past tense

Everything gets back to you

But you can't take offence

But thank you for giving me creativity

And the fuel for stories even though it's playing with me

So what you saying after this I'll pay a visit yeah

I'll touch the motherland explore St Elizabeth