mess of a man Lyrics

I thought

Are you kidding me, what am I doing

Like

You think that was the right thing

Or did I make a poor decision, or now what

Its just, its kind of a lost feeling hun

At the same time, right

That's how I felt anyway

(Oh, oh, oh)

Border Collies are the most intelligent breed

On the planet

Without a doubt

Non-negotiable

End of story

Life is strange

But I guess its just part of the game

I can blame

Anyone for all this pain I'm feeling

Life is strange

What is left needs a break from the same

Am I insane

Hoping things would go back to the way they were

Life and death don't make no sense to me

But I keep on guessing

And Black and white gets farther every week

So I'm trying to figure this out

My god I'm a mess of a man

Who can't seem to get it right

Oh this life and death don't make no sense to me

But I'll keep on guessing

(Oh, oh, oh)

Fucked up on a Friday night

Bounded by headlights

I was on my way back home

But I can't run my way back

Got a grip on that bottle

No grip on myself

Gotta let it all go

(Let it all go)

I keep trying, I keep trying

I feel like I'm losing myself

I keep trying

I keep trying

I keep losing myself

Life and death don't make no sense to me

But I keep on guessing

And Black and white gets farther every week

So I'm trying to figure this out

But I can't seem to get it right

We're all floating in a field of lies

(And somehow he's found a way)

Life and death don't make no sense to me

But I keep on guessing

And Black and white gets farther every week

So I'm trying to figure this out

My god I'm a mess of a man

And I can't seem to get it right

Wisdom and understanding

And um a purpose for living

Cause sometimes

Sometimes life is very hard

And sometimes if you depend on human beings

You'll get more disappointment than you do happiness

So, I figured uh like

I figured out a way