party mood Lyrics

Not in the party mood

I just want to sit in my room

And think of nothing new

Thoughts that are pointless

Thoughts that are a mess

For those one five two days I felt the best

I can't contest

Felt that love bleeding out of my chest

So where has that gone?

Did I do something wrong?

You know I'm not that strong

I'm not what you say

Cause all I hear is that feeling is mutual

That I'm not any different

Then why do I feel so alone?

So alone

So bored

And just, so tired

I'm tired but I can't sleep

Work piles up in heaps

And I want to get it done

Feel the absence of motivation

But I'm not sad

I'm just feeling sorry for myself

Being put up on that pedestal

It ain't too good for my health

Not at all

It's not that I don't want it

I just don't know how

To pick myself up from this hole

That I've been in for a long time now

It's a vicious cycle

Of saying that I'm fine

Then feeling empty as I'm being

Pushed across the finish line

And all I hear is that feeling is mutual

That I'm not any different

Then why do I feel so alone?

So alone

So bored

And just, so tired

I hope you see

What this has done to me

I hope you see

I hope you see

I hope you see

What this has done to me

I hope you see

I hope you see

Cause all I hear is that feeling is mutual

That I'm not any different

Then why do I feel so alone?

So alone

So bored

And just, so tired

Cause all I hear is that feeling is mutual

That I'm not any different

Then why do I feel so alone?

So alone

So bored

And just, so tired

Not in the party mood

I just want to sit in my room

And think of nothing new

Thoughts that are pointless

Thoughts that are mess