Addictions Lyrics

I been struggling with pain

For too long now

Deep down

I been tryna to be strong right now

But it's so hard

But it's so hard

I been struggling with addiction

For a long time

My family doesn't even know how it feels inside

Cause they don't know

Yeah they don't know

Caged me like an animal

I'm tryna break free

Demons in my mind

And they tryna break me

I don't even know how it feels

To be sane

Since ten i been feeling real pain

Somebody please help me

Tell me how to fight this

One minute i'm cool

The next minute i'm in crisis

My brain overthinking

Is it too much of anxiety

It's like i never ever seem to

Do something rightly

I been feeling some type of way

Never wished to be there

That day

I wish i could turn back time

Cause since then it's been hard to be fine

I can't lie

I been struggling with pain

For too long now

Deep down

I been tryna to be strong right now

But it's so hard

But it's so hard

I been struggling with addiction

For a long time

My family doesn't even know how it feels inside

Cause they don't know

Yeah they don't know

They say tough times don't last

Fighters will survive

I have been fighting addictions

All of my life

Maybe i need prescription

To keep me from dying

But i can't stop now

Cause the pills give me smiles

Yeah

Smile for a while

Wake up in the morning and depression

Saying Hi

Voices in my head telling me i'm gon die

I pray that someday i might live twenty nine

I been struggling with pain

For too long now

Deep down

I been tryna to be strong right now

But it's so hard

But it's so hard

I been struggling with addiction

For a long time

My family doesn't even know how it feels inside

Cause they don't know

Yeah they don't know