On My Own (Edit) Lyrics

I'm sick of playing games

With these pieces of my heart

I think I keep sweeping

Just to cover up scars

I think the bandage is gone cause we been distant for days

Days turned to weeks

And that last month I was weak

Cause I was showing things that you ain't wanna see

And I was slowly becoming something I ain't wanna be

Was I thinking of you

When I was talking to me

Sometimes I love some people even when I feel it's undeserving

I've been tryna find some purpose in the lessons I've been learning

Gotta gravitate to pain to see what's underneath the surface

I've been working on a better version

Tryna be so perfect for the heart that you got

While you was busy trying convince that someone you not

I guess you got what you needed from me

I gave it so easily

You took and you took

I felt you never gave back to me

Put down the book

If you know it's a tragedy

That's a reference to Shakespeare

If you left then why you here

You keep coming back and I keep letting you near

We said that last time was the time

But yeah we said that last time

I think we need to pass time

Move on and try to heal

From all the things that we been going through

The damage that I done to you

This time it's irreversible

I'll never find another you

I hope you find a better me though

But I won't ever play the game of love again

I swear they using cheat codes

And everybody we know

I know they taking sides witchu prolly think I'm evil

And every Saturday you prolly with your people

But me on Saturdays i'm just missing people

Okay it's clear i'm apathetic

I been looking in the mirror all I see is how pathetic

I am up against my fears I think I need a paramedic

Can a police man

Put my heart in cardiac arrest

To free this man

That's a metaphor for my heart or something

You can leave now if you want

I'm tired of playing games

Just don't come back this time

SKRT