Lucky Lyrics

To the few that love me should feel lucky that I'm still around

After all I've been unlucky, blessed with traits that still keep me down

I spent a year working on myself and still I see no amount

But I know that God is thinking of me when the evils surround

I finessed my trip, took a left turn after we built up all the love we needed

Hinted at past aggressions

Topics I shouldn't of mentioned

I was cold, I was cold, I was cold

Negativity infiltrated my soul

Y'all know, y'all know, y'all know

I took in that final blow

So to the few that love me should feel lucky that I'm still around

After all I've been unlucky, blessed with traits that still keep me down

I spent a year working on my passion still I see no amount

I can feel the pressure of your judgement as you're staring me down

Everyone seeking for fairness

You treat me like an exception

Know the fam worshipping Clarence

Don't understand my perception

I'm surprised I ain't found myself hanging on a rope in a forest by now

Or my body in the river by now

They'd assume suicide by now

But I kept on going focused on my vision

Doing everything that my dad did, doing it different

Turning all mistakes into good decisions

I poured my heart on stage

Standing ovations after

Inside I see your rage

Tell me none of it matters

Memories distorted

Tryna keep a journal of my life importance

Tell me the savior loves me

Then again you should feel lucky

He saved my life for sure

He opened all my doors

My numbers on the board

Your evil asked for more

(But this last week, just being in America is even harder, and I look out and there are People that are feeling all different things, regardless of circumstances, God reigns)

If you believe it won't you prove it

Sacrifice your life for other humans

Like Jesus did

Your father did

My father did

Our father did

I know the other half was missing, I relate

I think it's time to keep my distance, looking straight

I'm sick of all the repetition

My influence was negative, my presence was affecting your spiritual faith

My conscious tripping, morals slipping, okay

I'm pessimistic, he got the vision, okay

Surprise living, bleach sipping, okay

I know we different, you know we different, okay

I brought the food to the table, remember that?

When outside wasn't able, remember that?

I put my two sense in at the time

Risked my life

I need a 60 foot bunker this time

Hibernation in the summertime

Winter time was stressful

At the crack of January

Dropped out of High School

Quit my job in February

Life was looking quite scary

Said my social peak was then

The decline was very fast after then

Twelve hours on the road

No words I could've spoke

This reality I know

Is digging deeper in my soul

This feeling like it's death v-row

I kept it neutral like I should

I should period I know

And let it go, and let it go

And let it go, I let it go, hoe