Lost Thoughts (Intro) Lyrics

I don't think i ever got the chance to tell you how i feel what's on my mind

I still remember nights where i was contemplating suicide

I'm tired of holding in my thoughts

I feel like i should tell somebody

Every night I'm praying to the Lord you know i need his guidance

I know i wouldn't be the man i am if it weren't for my mama

Even though we had had our problems you always found a way to solve them

You know if it hadn't been for you i wouldn't of went to college

Locking up my book that's full of verses treat it like my bible

Feel like i can't trust my partners

Cause too many let me down

I'm watching who i keep around

You cross me once i cross you out

Forgive you but i can't forget the shit you did

So when you call me cause you need me I'll be out of reach

I might be somewhere overseas

Imma be living out my dreams

This how I'm coping with the pain, lost in my thoughts going insane

Talked to the shrink at 17

Same age i started making plays

And now I'm playing with them P's, wait till I'm balling every season

(yeah)

Stab me in my back then double back me i won't let it happen

Matter fact I'm talking less you know I'm about my action

Lately i been stressed

I know I'm blessed so I keep pushing past it

Phone on dnd cause i don't wanna be disturbed i just want peace of mind

And i know the clock is ticking so i ain't wasting time (time)

Pardon me and I'm so sorry if you get left behind

Just know you got to guard your heart because this world is slimy

Shit ain't a game this is a shame you heard bout what's a name (what's a name)

No i don't wanna hear that shit again

I'm only 20 but got friends that ain't going to see my age

Keep getting lost inside my thoughts feel like it never ends

(yeah)

Just had to get this shit off my mind

Its like 3am and i don't got nobody to talk to