My Testimony Lyrics

I wish that I could be perfect

Deep inside I'm still hurting

Lord take away all my burdens

They be claiming that they love me but I know I ain't certain

I'm gonna to treat her like I'm posed to

No I ain't gonna do no flirting

Running around in the villes like I ain't had nowhere to go

I was sinking in that water Jesus came up with a boat

I was accepting I'm a failure Jesus came and gave me hope

Smell of death was in the air the devil tried to get me gone

I told them my problems they offered patron

Suicide was up in my dome

People around but I still felt alone

Tired of crying I'm just trying to feel home

Glock and 9's I had put to my dome

Press the fire I was too scared to go

Demons around they was up in my room

All these signs I can't even assume

Press the gas I had gone off and vroom

Popping pills every morning

Weren't no light everything was gloomy

Blowing smoke but it ain't help me

I couldn't even feel my face some days

Feel like I been living in a maze some days

Then he came in with amazing grace

Hard work gonna show I know the time gonna pay

Casting out demons I'm gone let it spray

Up in my heart I had nothing but pain

Up in my mind I had nothing but hate

Better mind your business you ain't know what you saying

Momma I had wanted you to fix some things

I'm sorry for what I did and I'm sorry for the pain

I just wanna make you proud out here someday

Lord you came and you had saved me

Aye aye just look how you had changed me

I move forwards I'm not even on the same things

Press the gas I can't even let it faze me

They call me weird cause I praise the Lord I don't get their hating

Having visions on occasions

They say that I had adhd know that that's just satin

I ain't scared of none of that stuff y'all scared of know that I'm just waiting

Say that y'all gonna do something pop it know that my Lord raised me

Got my scriptures they sitting in the back okay

Spit the Holy word like a mac okay

Cast them down get from around me okay

Psalms be my 100 round drum then spray

Imma go dumb bout my Lord don't play

Sticking out like a sore thumb okay

Lost at sea but he found me olay

Imma eat get in the spirit chipotle

Da da da we some spiritual shottas

Miss my earthly father

Wish he was around for me when I really needed it

Feel like he ain't never want me

I can't be conceited told me things beneath him only

Say that this my testimony know imma go and keep it real

Lost some of my brothers now

Wishing that they weren't killed

Gotta forgive them boys that did it

Been hurting I let time heal

I got on my knees to forgive them I'm tryna get up out of here

Hard to speak about it

Dreams where I left my body

I'm just nobody tryna tell y'all about somebody

Lord I say I'm sorry my sins it wasn't the target

Ain't been doing too much hardly i ain't the type to go to parties

And I'm praising you regardless of what he say and what she say

I take off like a rari can't stop for her she wanna lay

I put Holy things in my body I eat the word like Chic fil A

And I ain't in a rush for my shawty know she coming regardless

I wish that I could be perfect

Deep inside I'm still hurting

Lord take away all my burdens

They be claiming that they love me but I know I ain't certain

I'm gonna to treat her like I'm posed to

No I ain't gonna do no flirting

Running around in the villes like I ain't had nowhere to go

I was sinking in that water Jesus came up with a boat

I was accepting I'm a failure Jesus came and gave me hope

Smell of death was in the air the devil tried to get me gone

But he can't get me gone

No I am not alone

My Lord keep me strong

This coming off the dome

I won't let it go

Imma let y'all know