Childhood Trauma Lyrics

Turn the lights off

I'm tryna sleep

Feeling safer under covers

Wide awake

Since mid-last week

Or month

Fuck

Wake up

Shake Up

Tryna keep it together

It's been rough

Been tough luck

Crash site from last night

Meteoric

It's covered

Guilt and bourbon

Little childhood trauma

Uh

Wrote you this song

Cause I fear I'll be forgotten

This anxiety has gotten unbearable

I don't wanna worry you

Or keep you there

Lying awake

I'd dream with you

If I could just fall asleep

If I told you that you're bad for me

Would you run away with me

You make me wanna stay alive

Come to love myself through emerald eyes

I can't explain

I can't escape

The thoughts

The urges

You encourage in my brain

Hand shapes a revolver

And there's one in the chamber

Just some childhood trauma

Aye

Grew up a safe home

With words to encourage

That's dangerous

For dreamers like me

Embrace the delusion

I'm often let down

Realities grounding

It's fucking with me

Finding it harder to sleep

Harder to breathe

Harder to look in the mirror

Then there comes you

Through emerald eyes

My reflections easy to bare

Aye

I drank

Just a little too much

It hurts

But never nearly enough

To replicate all the hurt

That I've caused and done

I'm tryna get even

Sunsets feel so fucking long lately

Tryna make it to tomorrow

Tryna make it so I tell you

If I told you that you're bad for me

Would you run away with me

Make me wanna stay alive

Come to love myself through emerald eyes

I can't explain

I can't escape

The thoughts

Urges you encourage in my

Hand shapes a revolver

That's some childhood trauma

C'mon

If I told you that you're bad for me

Would you run away with me

You make me wanna stay alive

Come to love myself through emerald eyes

I can't explain

I can't escape

The thoughts

The urges

You encourage in my brain

Hand shapes a revolver

And there's one in the chamber

Just childhood trauma

My friends in my head

Feel like enemies

These days

Heart and my head

Need some rest

Know I keep saying

To bear with me

Damn

Your heart's like my therapy