Hate (Heal) ft. akoji Lyrics

All these distractions from down below

Friends finding refuge to help me move on

Relearning my hobbies to kill some time

Let go of the past, the future is mine

And I honestly feel better this time

I haven't seen good, but I chose to believe

Got nothing to gain, nothing else to receive

Releasing the pain I once felt – now relieved

Was burning my bridge to the land that I grieved

I chose to hate once, I won't do it again

And this time around, I tell myself

I chose to heal

All of this anger I felt in my heart

Formed after fighting an enemy's war

Abandoning something I held so tight

My future has gone to bleed and die

(Saying goodbye to the memories past

Time and our distance has gone too fast

I'm sorry I left you all on your own

The wrath in your heart has left you alone)

I'm tired of forcing myself to believe

I lost everything, there is none to receive

Why did I pay the price of defeat

When I burned the bridge to the land that I grieved

I chose to hate once, and I am still hating

The fact that my conscience tells me to just heal

I just wanna leave

I just wanna leave

But the memories turn to reality

And the memories come back, they're haunting me

I just wanna leave

I just wanna leave

Everyone has failed me

The weight on my back pains me

I just wanna begin again

And heal

I just wanna leave

I just wanna leave

I just wanna start again and heal

I just wanna leave

I just wanna leave

I want to forget everything and heal

I just wanna leave

I just wanna leave

I just wanna free myself from here

I just wanna leave

I just wanna leave

I just wanna find a place to heal