Up The Stairs Lyrics

Don't wanna open my eyes

Keep me glued to the bed

'Cause what can hurt me then: nothing can

Don't worry, I'm just tired

So tired

And I threw my drink at my mirror

Was never satisfied with what I saw

But now I don't know what to do

With the stains on my walls

I'm losing my mind

Feel so confined

Guess I forget I have somebody to call

When my only sight is these four walls

Nothing to give

Scared if I take, I'll take it all

If you wanna talk about give and take

I don't think I'd have anything anyways

But that's on me for reaching out

When I know it's too late

Can't seem to find the use in

Having a helping hand

Dependence is not what I seek

What I sow I'll continue to reap

Don't wanna waste someone's time

Make them compromise for me

Is my mama on edge

Because I might just be like her

Is she scared to admit

That it might just be my turn

And I'm told "It's alright to cry, just pick yourself up again"

But you can't blame me

For wanting to know what it's like

No you can't blame me

For wanting to know what it's like up the stairs