Day Like This Lyrics

This morning I woke up feeling like sleeping in

Such a clouded perspective, depression creeping in

I've been fighting this for years feeling weak again

Can't lie, I'm getting discouraged 'cause I can't see the end

Bout to call out of work for like the fifth time

Blame it on my car trouble knowing that a nigga lying

Some will never understand what I'm going through

Pieces of the puzzle this bigger picture I'm showing you

Really don't have it to give, I'm running low on fumes

Suicidal thoughts, feeling like my demons in the room

As I look at these pills poured on the table

Consideration but can't stomach it like a navel

I think about my mom as I put them up

Or anybody that loves me that'd be really rough

I tried, kicking the habit but I'm rolling up

Blowing smoke in the air till things looking up

Been a minute since I had me a day like this

A day like this, a day like this

Someone please come and save me, go away I wish

Away I wish, away I wish

I don't want nobody but I need somebody

To take me from this hole, I'ma live it up probably

Been a minute since I had me a day like this

A day like this, a day like this

Got my family concerned 'cause now I'm isolating

Don't want to talk to nobody, ain't got no motivation

Seeking refuge in Allah, blow for blow with Satan

Turn this bottle up I'm feeling numb every time I'm wasted

Laying on this couch staring at the ceiling

Thinking bout how I'm feeling and ways that I've been dealing

Relationships suffer when there isn't any healing

Burnt bridges first hand, rebuilding them ain't appealing

It just sounds like a lot of shit you've gotta do

I want nicotine and moments of solitude

I'm at a point where I'm needing professional help

Too many visions that I'm having of killing myself

I can't help it, I want to be honest so I can show

You ain't the only one going through it and now you know

So if you standing on the edge, take a step back

Someone depends on us, we've gotta remember that

Been a minute since I had me a day like this

A day like this, a day like this

Someone please come and save me, go away I wish

Away I wish, away I wish

I don't want nobody but I need somebody

To take me from this hole, I'ma live it up probably

Been a minute since I had me a day like this

A day like this, a day like this