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Couldn't go see antwan for his birthday

That shit cut me too deep

Feel i been running off of fumes Ain't been sleep in week

We used to talk everyday

Now when I see you don't speak

Ain't mad at folks that kill they self This shit ain't for the weak

I'm trying not for to preach

But if you listen you learn

Look how the tables have turned

Fuck all the bridges we burned

Know at once I cared for you

No longer my concern

I lost all respect for you

And it can not be earned

Ohh, Ohh

I been searching for love

In all the wrong places

Going through all these stages

At least you touched bases

I been searching for love

In all the wrong places

Going through all these stages

At least you touched bases

I can barely breath

Got my heart up on my sleeve

Your love is what I need

That shit like therapy to me

Know I seem nonchalant

But never wanted you to leave

You had to pick yo side

It broke my heart it wasn't me

I even tried to chase you

I lost all my dignity

Since then I just been thuggin

I don't want no sympathy

Just me, myself, and I

And that's until infinity

My grandad up in heaven

I just pray he proud of me

Dear god im sorry i been distant

These demons after me

I need your help in an instant

Know prayer changes things

I been a little inconsistent

I'll give my all to you

Just know I struggle with commitment

I been popping perks

Thankfully it didn't work

My tt told me that I just need to go to church

But every time i'm there I just see Bryan in a hearse

I be trying to close my eyes

But that just makes it so much worse

Ohh, Ohh

I been searching for love

In all the wrong places

Going through all these stages

At least you touched bases

I been searching for love

In all the wrong places

Going through all these stages

At least you touched bases