REALITY Lyrics

I was barely sober

This is my reality

I was barely sober, took a life that could be over

Push pain to the side and made it something to be sure of

Swallowed every ounce of pride and stomached what I'd throw up

Pushing all these boundaries

I've been taking my time, Like a thief in that night

I've been thinking about time and life, how God could waste his on mine

Judging all the things I do wrong, and judging all the things that I write

Rap is like a confessional, the dark I bring to that light

Know, I went from feeling invisible, to growing wings, I'm invincible

You throw your sticks and stones at me, I'm simply irresistible

Direct to me your energy, a black hole that tend to be

Everything that you running from is everything that I tend to be

So I'm looking in the mirror like "Who dat? Who dat?"

Like a saint, no one compare to you, like true dat, true dat

Chopping down this weed, I let my grinder screw that screw that

When my mind fill with temptations, demons saying do that

Life ain't simple dawg

Merrily unpredictable

Top shelf you sippin' on can knock you off of your pinnacle

So I tip toe the borderline

Sipping slow that wine, I'm more than high

I'm more than fine, I'll be alright though

I was barely sober, took a life that could be over

Push pain to the side and made it something to be sure of

Swallowed every ounce of pride and stomached what I'd throw up

Pushing all these boundaries

This is my reality

Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh

This is my reality

Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh

This is my reality

I been walking this line

Writing all of these rhymes

Sometimes I feel like a rockstar, sometimes I hate what I write

Hope I find that what I been I'm working towards is not a waste of my time

Either way it's all for you, I give you all of my mind

Sometimes I hate when I'm sober and sometimes I hate when I'm high

Sometimes I don't feel normal unless I'm contemplating my life

Just to make the most of existence, hit the plug for all of my fixes

Spark it up and I'm flicking like there's something wrong with my light

How I'm always talking about true love, counter that with things I don't like

How the past is forming my future, how whats dark is looking so bright

So I ride

Pickin' up the vibes

Peeping all the signs

Street lights passing by

Rolling down my window

Just to feel the wind blow

Ain't no blowing my high, high on life for real though

Living in the spotlight verses something simple

Devil on my hotline, thumbs just like a fiddle

I was barely sober, took a life that could be over

Push pain to the side and made it something to be sure of

Swallowed every ounce of pride and stomached what I'd throw up

Pushing all these boundaries

This is my reality

Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh

This is my reality

Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh

This is my reality

I've been making this climb

Write my name in the sky

Drinking up on this plane, these days, I'm finding ways to get by

Just to give you piece of my mind, I had to find the peace in my mind

Building like it's alchemy, I plant the seeds and I rise

Just to reach the top and tip over, man, I even thought I might die

Like the fresh prince, I flipped over

Had to find the strength for this boulder

Ate the bag of chips on my shoulder, gaining weight as I get older

Planet size is the boulder, like the plan is time to get bolder, uh!

Is there anyone like me?

I don't want you to become like me

Oh oh oh oh

Judging everyone I see, I don't want you to become like me, yah

God made me up in his image, always testing his limits

Saw the realness in stillness, on beats C4 Really a menace

I grew up clutching my feelings in a blue world with lots of tones

My reflection get lost in gold, life inside a kaleidoscope

I was barely sober, took a life that could be over

Push pain to the side and made it something to be sure of

Swallowed every ounce of pride and stomached what I'd throw up

Pushing all these boundaries

This is my reality

Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh

This is my reality

Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah uh oh

This is my reality