i burned myself to feel my nervous system working Lyrics

I don't know if people understand why I am the way I am

Yes I might come off as suicidal maybe a little obsessed of the idea of my own death

But it's the feeling that I wake up with every single day

I feel like I wake up in the wrong skin

As if I incarnated in the wrong entity at the wrong time

Every second I feel a pull

To go back to the stars

Constantly feeling like I don't belong here

That my meaning is up there

As if something went wrong

I find that my sorrow is related to the feeling that I hate how this world is operating

People don't have free will of their own thoughts because they are so submerged

In religion, money, heartbreak, war and hate

People's life has just become a battery to this never ending capitalist world

At birth you are ticketed a number to use for your taxes

You then are forced to go to school and learn how to work

Now you can go to college and pay more to work to pay that off

Now you work till you are old as bones

Now you die and pay for those arrangements

How am I supposed to be okay with this, it's fucked up

And yet everyone is just okay with it

We don't do this silly shit where I'm from

I sit back and watch how much people take it so seriously

I can entertain myself with other meat bodies

But every single fucking second

I just wanna go home

And as you look at the unknowns before you

I hope you know this is true

There are rhythms beyond what is seen, in small places

Where light gets through

Even in those moments where hope seems to take forever to

Find you