Blackout Lyrics

And this is why I got I blackout

And this is why I got I blackout

Know I'm terrified, I might take my life

Baby, when I say these words, know you wanna cry

Thoughts of suicide and I can't deny

Baby, when I say these words, hope it saves a life

Know I'm suicidal and I can't deny

Baby, I'm just counting down my final days of life

This little heart of mine, it's going through survival

God can you forgive me, this against the bible

It's getting really hard for me to get up

Everyday is getting harder think I wanna give up

My momma didn't raise a quitter

Everyday is getting colder feeling like it's winter

I wish I could say something positive, something so thought provoking

Everyday I'm feeling bothered even when nobody's talking

I should keep my breathe, nobody cares I know it

No these are not just lyrics, I feel this pain like every second

And this is why I gotta blackout

Know I feel my stomach turning, I won't tap out

But I might lash out before I pass out

Know I'm feeling close to heaven I won't back out

Know I'm terrified, I might take my life

Baby, when I say these words, know you wanna cry

Thoughts of suicide and I can't deny

Baby, when I say these words, hope it saves a life

Know I'm suicidal and I can't deny

Baby, I'm just counting down my final days of life

This little heart of mine, it's going through survival

God can you forgive me, this against the bible

Way too many cuts deep into my heart

Tell me when I fall, would you care at all?

Would it scare you if I took my life, Oh

What if I told you it's just feeling right, though?

And this is why I gotta blackout

Know I feel my stomach turning, I won't tap out

But I might lash out before I pass out

Know I'm feeling close to heaven I won't back out

Know I'm terrified, I might take my life

Baby, when I say these words, know you wanna cry

Thoughts of suicide and I can't deny

Baby, when I say these words, hope it saves a life

Know I'm suicidal and I can't deny

Baby, I'm just counting down my final days of life

This little heart of mine, it's going through survival

God can you forgive me, this against the bible