closure Lyrics

Spent hours thinking 'bout you, had no one to speak out to

I fell into depression 'cause I couldn't live without you

I know it's been a year, but I still live with this fear

That I'll never be able to talk to you again

So please just sit and hear this

You might've moved on with your life, but I live with all this strife

How could you let me struggle all through the night

You lit my life up like a party

Is it too late to say sorry, damn

It always felt like I would never be your number one

Your friends were better, made me feel like I just wasn't fun

You said you loved me but it felt like you just

Said that just to make me feel better

Spent all that time feeling under the weather, but I like being together

I know I fucked up nothing new, didn't know what I should do

Started drifting, heart in two

Couldn't stand the thought of never seeing you again

We ended off on heavy terms, we can't even be friends

I'm sad but then again

I know you're laughing at my pain, slowly falling like the rain

I know I'm just not the same person that I used to be

But even then I was worried 'bout you not choosing me

I'm losing you, and I'm losing me

Do I even cross your mind

Cross your mind from time to time

'Cause you always seem fine

Without me in your life

Finally ran out of luck

Guess I'm trapped now 'cause

I can't even find the words to say to you

You broke me down now I'm mature

Say you're leaving, are you sure

Guess I'm done

You don't need me anymore