Play this song at my funeral Lyrics

Few more years to live

I told myself it's gon be okay

Few more years to live

I told myself it's gon be okay

I drowned in the pain

I drowned in the heartbreak

But nobody help

All these people still the same yeah

Few more years to live

I told myself it's gon be okay

Few more years to live

I told myself it's gon be okay

I drowned in the pain

I drowned in the heartbreak

But nobody help

All these people still the same yeah

I'm so in love with the rain fall

When it fall so loud

I can scream it out

Hoping it goes away

Frowning face hide it turn away

Wish i can feel myself again

Enough to stay gotta stay away

Even tho it feel so unfair

So low

Crumbling in me lowkey feel

So low

The wound will never heal or leave no more

Gotta go thru hell i fell in abyss

Hard to let go

I don't wanna fake all of my feelings

As you can see I'm so happy but

It's really not

I really feel so guilty whenever i speak it out

Put in my song instead

So you can hear me out

Everynight i dead inside

Should i commit suicide?

I cannot feel, what is life?

Waiting for miracle signs

Everynight i dead inside

Should i commit suicide?

I cannot feel, what is life?

Am i deserved to be alive?

Few more years to live

I told myself it's gon be okay

Few more years to live

I told myself it's gon be okay

I drowned in the pain

I drowned in the heartbreak

But nobody help

All these people still the same yeah

Few more years to live

I told myself it's gon be okay

Few more years to live

I told myself it's gon be okay

I drowned in the pain

I drowned in the heartbreak

But nobody help

All these people still the same yeah