GROWING PAINS (RIP John Wilson III) Lyrics

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Whoo

Aye

Help you grow up though

You know what i'm saying?

Wow

Wrote this song at six

Alarm set for nine

Thinking bout my all my friends who graduated then died

Thinking bout how I grew up with all this anger inside

Thought if I would've been attentive they'd make it alive

Thinking bout the industry, soon I'll make it inside

Thinking bout placing shit I want and how I plan to provide

Thinking bout my family and how all our talents applied

I don't wanna tell my children that daddy done tried

I don't get texts to see how I'm doing often

Because my reply is always I'm great or I'm awesome

Yeah bro living real good I ain't got no problems

Whole time I'm learning how to solve em, aye

Laying down on my bed after I took in a loss

**** love was amazing, mistook in it all

Thinking she faked being in love just look at my thoughts

I thought my truth was pessimism now look it was false

Pride is always lurking in the midst

When you used to fending for yourself you'll keep a fist

Locked up and when somebody try to help you, you swing at em like they did it

If you ain't never heard of hell, my angers like a quick visit

I mean

So many people tell a story that seem so fabricated

By the time I tell mine it looks exaggerated

I set my people in tiers and it's all allocated

Shit they say about me ain't proven just 'alleged'

My brother John was supposed to be on this song

He came up almost daily and after being alone

He knew we had the same heart, never treated him wrong

And I told God that I was mad at him for bringing him home

It seems like no matter what everybody just wanna leave

Whether they moving, tryna fight me or just deceased

Please believe

Do not bring no trouble to me

I got something very special sewn into my genes, I mean

God took his time when he made me, he ain't finished

Recreating myself everyday just like I mentioned

No more fonking with niggas, i keep my distance

I got two ears I'm hearing ya'll, but select how I listen