BATTLE IN MY MIND Lyrics

I ain't go lie some days I'm beat down and battered

I feel like I'm shattered

I feel like I can't get my life straight

I feel like every day I'm fighting a fight I'm never winning

Always feel like I'm getting beat down

Torn up I'm worn out

Uh

Like what the fuck do I do now?

Which way do I go?

Not even I know

Uh not even I know

I'm so indecisive

Can't make up my mind

I'm feeling lost

I'm feeling trapped

Up inside mine

Huh

And now I'm sitting on the sidelines

Looking at my life and what I've done in my lifetime

I'm boutta turn 21 next week

More in the bank than many my age

But what have a sacrificed

So much of my life

So much of my time

So much of my youth

These are the prime years of our lives

And sometimes I feel like they've wasted away

But at the same time

I've set a future for myself

I've set a lifeline

Huh

See this is the battle up in my mind

Yea

Battle up in my mind

Devil on my right side

Someone on my left side

Telling me it be alright

Think about the good times

All the finer things in life

Look over my left side

Damn like that girl is fine

Like god damn can't believe she mine

Think about it all the time

Crazy how I'm with someone you only think you find in dreams

Man this life ain't what it seems

Some days it feels like a movie scene

Huh

Thinking back to high school

Seeing her and thinking

Nick never

She way out of your league

You aint even have a chance

What you even thinking man

Huh

Thinking back like god damn how wrong was I

Always thinking less of myself

Looking in the mirror shitting on every inch of myself

But the voice in the back of my head like

God damn you know you the man

Hop up on a beat and kill it just because I can

Hoping one day this passion into something bigger man

Tackle any obstacle I ain't giving in

I'ma keep working on music till I make it man

No this don't happen overnight

But we ain't stop without a fight

Super sayain three got me feeling like an almighty being

Hit you with the special beem

Put you right into a dream

Like good night

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