Crazy & Wild Lyrics

Look, first off this shit wasn't easy

Wasn't something that I wanted this was some that I needed

See my momma smile proud I think like damn what a feeling

Took the struggles from the basement pushed it straight up thru the ceiling

Like, damn what a feeling

This shit crazy, this shit wild

I Won't lie it took time

Sometimes I talk to GOD and I be wanting for to cry

Everynight I use to pray for everything that I got now

Like how the fuck I flip this pain Into a motherfuckin smile

I done cut so many friends I done lost so much of time

I don't lost a lot of money and damn near had lost my mind

All the struggles that I been through I could never blame my mom

And all my insecurities that fucked me up can't blame my pop

I had it hard but I can't lie this life a blessing

All the losses that I took they wasn't nothing but a lesson

I be acting like I never have the time to call and check in

Blame myself for all the problems I done brought this my confession

Feel like I ain't been there for my lil brudda and it's been hurting my soul

Been out the picture tryna figure out a way to be strong

I Made it right for all the times they always told me I'm wrong

But In the end it's gone be worth it when I'm finally home

Look, first off this shit wasn't easy

Wasn't something that I wanted this was some that I needed

See my momma smile proud I think like damn what a feeling

Took the struggles from the basement pushed it straight up thru the ceiling

Like, damn what a feeling

This shit crazy, this shit wild

I Won't lie it took time

Sometimes I talk to GOD and I be wanting for to cry

Everynight I use to pray for everything that I got now

Like how the fuck I flip this pain Into a mother-fuckin smile

Say what a feeling when you make it up from nothing

What a feeling when you feel like yo ass finally did some

What it feel like to be numb, say how it feel to be in love

Say I know just bout how it feel when you go hard to make it up

Feel like shit gone never work, you feel you running out of time

Feel alone all by ya self, a lot of nights you lost ya mind

Blaming others for ya problems, all ya life they told you lies

You put a smile on ya face, In hope's the pain will be disguised

You always felt like no one listened, no one ever cared

Opened ya heart up to the world, It felt like nobody was there

Onside the bed before you sleep you call to GOD and send a prayer

Hoping he fix that crooked smile that broke apart it's hard to wear

Look, first off this shit wasn't easy

Wasn't something that I wanted this was some that I needed

See my momma smile proud I think like damn what a feeling

Took the struggles from the basement pushed it straight up thru the ceiling

Like, damn what a feeling

This shit crazy, this shit wild

I Won't lie it took time

Sometimes I talk to GOD and I be wanting for to cry

Everynight I use to pray for everything that I got now

Like how the fuck I flip this pain Into a motherfuckin smile