Never Enough Lyrics

Maybe if I count from one to ten

Close my eyes this nightmare it will end

Your fingers they are wrapped around my neck

Time traveller, could we please travel back?

It still haunts me so

These flashbacks I wish I could skip

And even though you let go

You still have me in your grip

When we met you took my breath away

How I wish you didn't take that literally

Now you're pointing your finger at me

It's a spiral of hypocrisy

Thought I could be your inspiration

But my conquests lead to jealousy

I will no longer be the reflection

Of your own insecurity

I don't think

it is a focused hate on me

I just think

It is plain misanthropy

But it's taking too much of my energy

I know there is still some love inside of me

But I got to let you go

Or this light will die

But I got to let you go

Or this light will die, I know

I try to see the facts, but my vision is stained

You pull me up into a place where I can't breathe

Insecurity a weapon for the games you've played

Crimson river flowing, hanging by the skin of my teeth

Noradrenaline running wild and free

Yet the world believes that I am just pathetic and weak

Indoctrination is the base of your plea

Disguise the bruises, the future seems bleak

Maybe if I count from one to ten

Close my eyes this nightmare it will end

Scars, cuts, bruises from your last attack

Time traveller, could we please travel back?

I will be there to soothe

My instincts say you mean no harm

But if that is the truth

Why do I have wounds on my arm?

When we met you took my breath away

How I wish you didn't take that literally

Now you're pointing your finger at me

It's a spiral of hypocrisy

Thought I could be your inspiration

But my conquests lead to jealousy

I will no longer be the reflection

Of your own insecurity

When we met you took my breath away

How I wish you didn't take that literally

Now I look in the mirror and see

A ghost that doesn't look like me

I know I can't foresee the future

But I fear it'll be nothing but torture

I became so numb

But the day will come

That I'll run, I will run, I WILL RUN!