if i run away Lyrics

If I run away, will all my problems go away

If I died today, would anyone show up to my grave

If I shot to space, would you follow me and stay

If I say your name, will you tell me it's okay

It's okay

I really hate feeling this way

Wiping tears all over my face

Tryna fall asleep cuz I'm counting sheep

Thinking maybe it'll disappear tomorrow

Waking up cold sweat cuz I'm drowning in my sorrows

Take a pill upset, I don't really wanna swallow

When it hits me bet, I ain't talking Monte carlo

Hit the lotto and I

Still wouldn't drive that car

On the outside still tryna act my part

On the inside killed cuz she broke my heart

When I left the thrills chasing after my God

Cuz I looked into the world, tryna fill me up

Got the dopamine hit, I don't need no drugs

Started giving me swirls, then it filled my cup

Feel my stomach in a pit, that's just my luck, my luck, my luck

If I run away, will all my problems go away

If I died today, would anyone show up to my grave

If I shot to space, would you follow me and stay

If I say your name, will you tell me it's okay

Start to wake up, start another day

Sunrise morning, let it hit my face

Praise my Lord cuz he never walks away

Sit in the sun, while I sit in his grace

Cuz he never disappears when I'm running on my own

Yeah he never gets offended when I don't answer my phone

Cuz I'm the one that's broken when he calls me to his throne

Yeah I promise I'm not perfect, I can't do this all alone

I'm weak, I'm broken, come save me

Your grace, your mercy, all I need

My God, my Savior, give me peace

My soul, be silent, calm and free

I don't know what tomorrow holds

In my head cuz I'm on my own

Overthink going down this road

Start to pray cuz I feel alone

If I run away, will all my problems go away

If I died today, would anyone show up to my grave

If I shot to space, would you follow me and stay

If I say your name, will you tell me it's okay