skin ft. sorrow bringer Lyrics

I wonder when it's my time to leave

I cry and ball up right under my sheets

I bop my head to the sound of this beat

The darkness takes over like they're a fleet

I'm starting to hate the skin I'm in

It makes me feel self conscious

I look in the mirror and want to say

I'm proud of myself but that's not happening

I feel trapped and there's no escape

No light to be seen I think I'm too late

Time flies by on these sleepless nights

What if I leave without saying goodbye

Back in high school I'd be the introvert in class

I'd go unnoticed cos I would sit in the back

Away from everyone I didn't think I'd belong

Turns out I was talked behind the scenes all along

But it's not how it's supposed to be

They're all in my head I fall down to my knees

From the weight I carry on my shoulders

I don't think that this could get any worse

I'm starting to hate the skin I'm in

It makes me feel self conscious

I look in the mirror and want to say

I'm proud of myself but that's not happening

I feel trapped and there's no escape

No light to be seen I think I'm too late

Time flies by on these sleepless nights

What if I leave without saying goodbye

Life gets hard only when you let it be

Tired of my insecurities

It gets in the way and I start to refrain

They all laughed at me and said I was a lame

There's nothing I could do about it

But to pretend I was fine and keep it all bottled in