One More Day Lyrics

Wake me up and let me hide one more day

Wake me up and let me hide among the clean

Keep me going one more day

Wake me up and let me hide among the clean

Running my life like I was living the dream

Somewhere I never thought I would be

My world is on fire and you're the one dancing with me

So keep me going one more day

One more day is all I ask

I know I need to stop

Tomorrow may be that task

Today I will put on my mask

Driving down this busy road

Shows me that I'm all alone

Where is everybody

I remember the days I had control

Long lost, they took off

They bled into the days that I tried to hide the pain

I needed momentary relief from my grief

I needed away to get out of bed

So I turned to you

After all I was strong

I could put you down when I needed to

But I didn't see the bigger picture

I overestimated me

I underestimated you

It put me in disbelief

Didn't think it go that route

You ended my drought and

All this was at a cost and now I am lost

Stuck in this game I wasn't ready to play

Trading in my long for short term gain

I convinced myself I needed you

I Justified everything

All because I needed you to keep me going

Once flowing cape now has me by the neck

It's tightening it's strangle

It's feeding their thoughts

Between these ears nothing but screaming

Nightmares when I'm dreaming

Feeding my fears

Holding back my tears

Eliminating all motivation

Sitting in my lonely home

Quiet is all I can hear

Wake me up and let me hide

Wake me up and let me hide among the clean

There's no need for silence here

But silence is all I could say

Just a moment for me

Walking through my everyday

You help me be free

Clearing my thoughts

Paving the way

To walk among this parade

He never said anything

He never showed any pain

Always played for the gain

Baffled by this sudden whim

Fear took over causing them to take as bond every rumor

Did he become a consumer

Did you notice fast humor

How has he become lunar

Maybe it's someone newer

Maybe it's a brain tumor

Brain tumor

He must be dangerous now

Should we take his guns

Should we take his kids

What the ffff

All of their unanswered questions led to some ridiculous assumptions

Believing I was living in a fictional reality

Overnight becoming a different man than what I am

But wait a minute

I'm not that soul eating, thieving, never grieving, always scheming

Monster that you made up in your head

I'm the same man I used to be

Just now having the ability to get out of bed

Go hear, find a clean path

Calm your wrath

Walk with his word

12 steps, rehab

Seems to be the only way

Can't you see everyone is the same

They all need a similar way to fix their stay

But Hold on, have you considered my opinion

Now y'all want to go ahead and make decisions

Without even hearing what I think or what I really need

There is no way this can be

This won't work for me

I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE

I KNOW WHATS WRONG

I know how to get out

This is what I needed

Spelled it out left no doubt

But I should have stopped it when I knew they had no clue

They didn't care how I felt, or what I needed

What I said or what I did

It was all pretend

Everything I said passed through

Fell of deaf ears like I don't count

Turns out judgment was tantamount to their fears

Before I even walked through the door

Keep me going one more day

But I gave in shed my tears

All these years I had given them

Standing tall, no withdrawal

All thrown away it didn't matter

So I fell quiet and didn't speak

Shh

I've never felt so meager and weak

Wake me up and let me hide

Wake me up and let me hide among the clean

The doc says he will fix me up

Take these pills inside this cup

Sure it got me out of bed

But at a cost and now I am lost

The brain is a haze

It's been like this for days

Doc says the the clouds will clear

I don't know, it's hard to hear

With the voices running through my mind

I needed to make a change

I definitely couldn't be the me that I wanted to see

And So I dropped it and fell out of place

I wasn't helping anyone

I should have never bargained with you for the first time

Let alone again I just finished my climb

But you took away the pain while I danced in the rain

I kept up with the train

All at once I felt creative

I was missing out

Always had the highest doubt

Knew I was Trapped in the line of sight

I know I'd never be able to make it right

No matter what I did

I was Always fighting seemed like perfect timing

After all it was only me

Stubborn with a hard head

Refuting everything they said

But They felt that I jetted

living a double life

Seems they all took it personally

Somehow I was wronging each one of them individually

I was wrong

It was the strong bond

Built with every single one of them previously

It was the love I shared

The love that I showed

Creating the environment rich enough for all of them

To stand up and reach out to me

Willing to catch me as I fall

That was then this is now

Someday soon in the future

I will be back to the me everyone refuses to see

Without that piece of paper

The me that I've always been

I Never went away

He never went away

Problem is the future never seems to come

Each day closing to the next

It's All the same

But for now

Keep me going ONE MORE DAY

One more day is all I ask

Tomorrow I will ask again

Fighting the struggle within

Craving may be my sin

I'm feeling like a needle in the hay

Try to keep it locked away

I'm looking for the strength to say no

For third time

Haven't even started this climb

So for now keep me going ONE MORE DAY

ONE MORE DAY Is all I ask

ONE MORE DAY

Tomorrow I will ask again

But maybe not the next