i don't know how to keep up living Lyrics

I don't wanna say that my life is just getting harder

But we gotta do sometimes some shit not desired

And now on my own killing thoughts and just catching fire

But until the end of my fucking life I will still trying, yeah

Everytime you laugh, oh man, I'm just getting tired

Rolling out the xanx in my fucking sprite getting higher

Blowing some cocaine, and I'm alive

I feel you tight, you'll see me fly

Watch me die, the sun will hide

As I keep fly, your tears will hide

I lost myself, into the hope

Of finding someone, but nothing's worth

I see your soul, it's just a hole

There's nothing but mistakes I've done

I don't wanna say that my life is just getting harder

But we gotta do sometimes some shit not desired

And now on my own killing thoughts and just catching fire

But until the end of my fucking life I will still trying, yeah

Everytime you laugh, oh man, I'm just getting tired

Rolling out the xanx in my fucking sprite getting higher

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