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I'm such a disappointment

No life no career

I feel so embarrassed

I wish I could disappear

No lovers no others

No family or friends

That require I impress them

Or at the very least pretend

I got a dead-end employment

In which I'm overinvested

I work very long hours

But I'm not very well rested

Need a leap of faith

To fall so far from grace

I leave my comfort zone

So I can drop my stone

I want to quit my job

I want to climb that mountain

I want to kill that monster

In a dirty fountain

Got-to-get back to life

Like a big bright knight

How can I keep what I have

And still get what I want

I gotta choose

If I got nothing to lose

(There's always something to lose)

I gotta choose choose choose

I got my lies to lose

I got my life to lose

I tried to find meaning

Through love and even God

But no partner no religion

Could fill my empty heart

In fact all my efforts

Only tore me apart

But the joy of rock bottom

Is the chance to restart

I uncovered the lies

From our almighty gods

From our loving parents and

Our faulty frauds

Default reality

Brought out insanity

I thought that I was through

But I was fucking screwed!

So I quit my job

Yeah I climbed that mountain

And I killed that monster

In a dirty fountain

I'm gonna get back to life

Like a big bright knight

I'm gonna leave what I have

So I can get what I want

I gotta choose

If I got nothing to lose

(There's always something to lose)

I gotta choose choose choose

I got my lies to lose

I got my life to lose

I gotta choose

If I got nothing to lose

(There's always something to lose)

I gotta choose choose choose

I got my lies to lose

I got my life to lose

And if you think you're gonna crack

Just take another look at the facts

It's always scary near the edge

Cause you know there's just no coming back

But now you gotta choose

If you got nothing to lose

You gotta choose choose choose

You got your lies to lose

You got your life to lose

You gotta choose

If you got nothing to lose

(There's always something to lose)

You gotta choose choose choose

You got your lies to lose

You got your life to lose

You got your lies to lose

You got to choose