The Irony of Ministry Lyrics

I feel undone

I feel like the string has been pulled to the end of its run

Yet still there's more

In this broken world

Oh and I don't

I don't want to think about it

Cause I know

How easy it is to drown in it

So I ignore

What my heart is crying for

Cause I'd rather push down

Than let things out

It's a fault of mine that I'm sure you're aware of now

Cause I don't know how to just speak with you

And I've never really learned how to just be with you

So I ignore

What my heart is crying for

On paper I had everything

The beautiful and shiny things

And people knew my name

But did they really know me?

I'd push away the deeper things

Surface level was my everything

Do I even know the real me?

Check the boxes off the task list

Keep myself busy so I don't notice

All the brokenness inside of me

The life vest given to me

Has puncture holes and now I'm sinking

Do I even know how to swim?