maybe im a monster Lyrics

One, two, three, four, count 'em away

I got a big brain but got nothing to say

I put all my secrets in a box somewhere

And I hid them away so I'd never get scared of myself

When nobody helps, when nobody hears

The only thing I can feel are these tears

I wanna move on, I wanna be grown

This ain't the only life I'll ever know

This ain't the only life I'll ever know

Maybe I'm a monster, maybe I'm a freak

Maybe you can take what you want from me

Maybe I'm reckless, maybe I'm weak

Maybe I'm whatever you want me to be

Maybe I'm a monster, yeah maybe I'm a

Days, minutes, hours, weeks, just can't tell

Sleeping through the storm, while they're ringing bell

Walls falling down round me, fire burning at my feet

But it's not hot enough to wake me from my perfect fucking dream

I've been shifting through seasons, run outta reasons

All out of fucks to give and I don't need them

Chasing my tail, circling around

Hoping that one day my love will be found

Maybe I'm a monster, maybe I'm a freak

Maybe you can take what you want from me

Maybe I'm reckless, maybe I'm weak

Maybe I'm whatever you want me to be

Maybe I'm a monster, maybe I'm a monster

(Yeah maybe I'm a)