rocky road Lyrics

Sometimes I feel peace and quiet

But only when I set a timer for three minutes to try and stop compulsions

Tiny light beams will bleed through the cracks

But this giant lock won't open

All my securities, they lie within my magnum opus

And they love me for it

That be for better or worse, I'm not sure

But it's so euphoric

When people love you for the same reasons you hate yourself

I make myself vulnerable because I think it may could help

But what if they don't take it well

Maybe I should quit

What if everything I hoped for

Everything I ever want in life is here and it's all over

This is it

But I got so much left to go

I got so much left to prove I hope you know

But who am I trying to convince

We've been so discouraged looking for the truth

If I love the world, then God, what do I do

Run from our mistakes but

They still seem to chase us

Wait, wait

I think it's a rocky road ahead

Beat myself up thinking about who I mislead

Run from our mistakes but

They still seem to chase us

Wait, wait

Sometimes I feel peace and quiet

But only when I set a timer for one minute to try and stop compulsions

Everything I devote time to makes me cry inside

But all that makes me happy seems to be the last thing that I carve out time for

I could never be like Jesus, what do I even try for

I'm only as good as my biggest weakness, what do I write these rhymes for

I spend too much time overthinking and that's probably why my mind's sore

The world's approval means nothing, why is that the thing I strive towards

I should quit

What if everything I hoped for

Everything I ever want in life is here and it's all over

This is it

But I got so much left to go

I got so much left to prove I hope you know

But who am I trying to convince

We've been so discouraged looking for the truth

If I love the world, then God, what do I do

Run from our mistakes but

They still seem to chase us

Wait, wait

I think it's a rocky road ahead

Beat myself up thinking about who I mislead

Run from our mistakes but

They still seem to chase us

Wait, wait

Wait, wait

They still seem to chase

They always chase

I can't escape