Always Sad Lyrics

I don't know y I'm always sad

trying hard to smile

then I end up staying Indoors all day

cause I dont know how try

i don't know if you feel me too

but I just wanna fade

tired of loving now

and you know that it cuts like blade

but I' be laughing hard

just to hide my scar

everyday paranoid

yet I see no cure

and I be grinding hard

cause I can't loose twice nah

everyday on codeine

cause I don't do feline

Life is a mess

I get high when I'm stressed

need some peace

I go to church

but when I'm down

I do some chores

tryna find my own thing

cause I don't fit in with most shit

everyday reminiscing

of the days I spent as kid

everyday I try so hard

but it seems just too bad

so I take my pen and write

then it makes me feel alive

I don't know y I'm always sad

trying hard to smile

then I end up staying Indoors all day

cause I dont know how try

i don't know if you feel me too

but I just wanna fade

tired of loving now

and you know that it cuts like blade

drinking Hennessy

but they don't let me see

how my pain's a killer

yet I'm a survival

driving round the street

reckless with the wheel

taking turns I'm Hisense

but I don't have no license

everyday heart's bleeding

voice in my head screaming

tryna take life from me

one more chance I ruined it

Devil say I owe him

I don't know but I'm worried

but I could feel I got God

and I've been praying

take me in with you

make me feel brand new

don't let me die young

can't take this pains no more

(and I've been praying

take me in with you

make me feel brand new

don't let me die young) (Over the phone)

can't take this pains no more

but I' be laughing hard

just to hide my scar

everyday paranoid

yet I see no cure

and I be grinding hard

cause I can't loose twice nah

everyday on codeine

cause I don't do feline

Life is a mess

I get high when I'm stressed

need some peace

I go to church

but when I'm down

I do some chores

tryna find my own thing

cause I don't fit in with most shit

everyday reminiscing

of the days I spent as kid

everyday I try so hard

but it seems just too bad

so I take my pen and write

then it makes me feel alive

I don't know y I'm always sad

trying hard to smile

then I end up staying Indoors all day

cause I dont know how try

i don't know if you feel me too

but I just wanna fade

tired of loving now

and you know that it cuts like blade