One Thousand Nights Lyrics

I've stayed up one thousand nights

Tryna figure out this life

Convinced myself one thousand times

That I won't ever make things right

I live for the blur before things clear

But everything's the same as it was last year

Scared I'm losing fear, think I'm out of here

I guess that I don't know where I'm going

But I'm gone

I think I'm moving on

It's time to ask myself what I want from me

Cause it's hard to be

The same thing I've always been

You got to promise me you won't be stopping me

Cause I don't know where I'm going

But I'm

Going through the motions but I don't feel moved

Getting through the day cause it's just something to do

Now it's 4 A.M. and I'm here laying sideways

Eyes wide awake

Did I try today? To get through

Through what I make-believe

Believe in what I think I need

Can I see what you see in me?

I've stayed up one thousand nights

Here's to a thousand more

I break through ceilings to realize that I'm right back at the floor

I've been paving the way, blazing away

Saying the things I've been waiting to say

Searching for something that don't fade away, and don't break away

I look to you to say it's okay, so say it's okay

That I don't know where I'm going

But I'm gone

I guess I'm moving on

It's time to ask myself what I want from me

Cause it's hard to be

The same thing I've always been

You got to promise me you won't be stopping me

Cause I don't know where I'm going

But I'm gone