6 JAN. 2021 Lyrics

I said girl don't worry about me even though I know I'm not prioritized

I wish I didn't feel a thing, man I think they call that paralyzed

You've got fairer eyes than a million stars

If I could kiss your scars and give your stomach purple butterflies

Don't you think I'd go down in a heartbeat, let me satisfy

Let me ruin my life

Put me between your thighs

Your girlfriends don't approve

So what's the move?

Cause I'm trying so hard

My ego so small, it's causing me harm

My ego so small, it's causing me harm

My ego so small, it's causing me harm

Didn't set my alarm cause I didn't wanna wake up shit

What's the move, what's the move for you?

Do you still love me, is we cool?

She used to love me, are we cool?

Do you still love me, is we cool?

She used to love me, are we cool?

Why doesn't she love me?

What did I do?

Is it because I, because I said

What did I say?

I said

You're gonna live a trophy wife life, I bet it suits you

Don't fantasize about your future

Maybe I'm petty, I haven't forgot

And I still can't look in the face of my abuser

You would be disappointed cause I'm using on the daily

I run to the outlets like my computer failing

We both changed morals, I don't know my beliefs

I've heard stories, of what you said bout me

But shit you're anorexic now, you moved around, and out of town for real

And then text like I'm supposed to heal

And I try (I try so hard)

Dealing with my own shit, now you need my time

Couldn't even hit your phone past nine when we were together, the fuck?

It's an hour past five, I got no sleep

Analyzed every text you sent me just to make sure you were safe

What am I doing?

We parted ways, you lost those pounds, I almost fucking killed myself

What the fuck would that have done, to either fucking one of us

And I asked that question today

You said you'd never forget the fucking regret you faced if that news was received

So why'd you ghost my ass when I was too suicidal to function

We even had gym class together, you never said nothin

Do you still love me, is we cool?

She used to love me, are we cool?

Do you still love me, is we cool?

She used to love me, are we cool?

Do you still love me, is we cool?

She used to love me, are we cool?