Both Sides Lyrics

I'm trynna give both sides how I feel

Do I love trynna see if it's real

Gotta focus I need me a deal

I enjoy when we sit and we chill

We could go up, no need to rush

Wanna see me but I had enough

My emotions they talking in fuss

But my mind trynna see wassup

Don't get me wrong it's been a hell of a year, I'll never regret it

Taught me shit that I needed to learn, like fighting my demons and building my credit

You was there on my lowest saying you don't love me I don't know but I couldn't accept it

Gotta love yaself before you love someone else that's the reason I tried to just dead it

And I'm calling up Kay

When I leave then I'm jinking with shay

Do I feel bad, yea I may

But I'm young so what can I say

My other side just trynna live

Immature call it was it is

When I was down you ain't fuck with the kid

Gang said run down cuz they down I got rizz

Lately I been in the crib if not I'm geeking and doing the dash

If you see two bm's on a chase, that's me and that's stackz

They ask me why I do what I do, i think it's my dad

My mom ain't said she love me in years so if i did wrong I'm saying my bad

All I'm hearing is excuses, I've been through it so I'm ruthless

What's love whos Cupid, ain't beneficial then you useless

Don't care if you gang or fam, do me wrong then deuces

Y'all played yaself thinking I'll play you I don't care, you foolish

I'm trynna give both sides how I feel

Do I love trynna see if it's real

Gotta focus I need me a deal

I enjoy when we sit and we chill

We could go up, no need to rush

Wanna see me but I had enough

My emotions they talking in fuss

But my mind trynna see wassup

Don't get me wrong it's been a hell of a year, I'll never regret it

Taught me shit that I needed to learn, like fighting my demons and building my credit

You was there on my lowest saying you don't love me I don't know but I couldn't accept it

Gotta love yaself before you love someone else that's the reason I tried to just dead it