CRY Lyrics

My soul was feeling real lost today

Can't ease my mind until I smoke my haze

My mama said that there'd be better days

But was she lying?

My soul was feeling real lost today

Can't ease my mind until I smoke my haze

My mama said that there'd be better days

But was she lying?

I still feel like crying

Cry

Cry

Cry

Crying today

Now that I'm 30

I think about life and how it hurt me

Like am I worthy or deserving

Of the dreams an expectations

I've been flirting since adolescence it's concerning

This burning desire to prove

Has always got me in question

Like why the fuck am I doing this

Why haven't I ruined this

Who am I in-fluencing

How do maneuver if

My pockets is Ludicrous

And not in the way that stands up

My plans up.

They say Life's a bitch

But man up!

Okay I'm trying, an id be lying if I told you I didn't think about dying 

Thought my emotions were broken 

Until I busted out crying 

At my grandfather's funeral 

I'm only a human tho 

They say life is so beautiful 

It's more like a musical.

My soul was feeling real lost today

Can't ease my mind until I smoke my haze

My mama said that there'd be better days

But was she lying

My soul was feeling real lost today

Can't ease my mind until I smoke my haze

My mama said that there'd be better days

But was she lying

I still feel like crying

Cry

Cry

Cry

Crying today

Now that I'm 30

I think about life and how it hurt me

Like am I worthy or deserving

Of the dreams an expectations

I've been flirting since adolescence it's concerning

This burning desire to prove

Has always got me in question

Like why the fuck am I doing this

Why haven't I ruined this

Who am I in-fluencing

How do maneuver if

My pockets is Ludicrous

And not in the way that stands up

My plans up

They say Life's a bitch

But man up

Okay I'm trying, an id be lying if I told you I didn't think about dying 

Thought my emotions were broken 

Until I busted out crying 

At my grandfather's funeral 

I'm only a human tho 

They say life is so beautiful 

It's more like a musical

With plot this

Obnoxious

Toxic

People

That only here to gossip

I'm tired and I'm sick

I feel like I've lost it

I feel like I'm on this lonely road

And I'm a hop skip and away

From going insane

I'm losing my brain

I can't find my lane

Whats all this about

I'm fiening for clout

I'm fighting my doubts

But they won't leave

So ima sit here and ima smoke this weed

My soul was feeling real lost today

Can't ease my mind until I smoke my haze

My mama said that there'd be better days

But was she lying

I still feel like crying

Cry

Cry

Cry

Crying today