Depression Lyrics

I gotta find a passion, if I don't I'ma die with this depression

This life that I'll be leaving , it's like a cold hell only that I'm breathing

You told me you would be with me, couple lies, couple stories I believed in

This prison is not my making, but the chains I'm the only one creating

The weight on my mind, got me going mad

Got me feeling down, got me feeling unattached

But the drugs made me high, codeine and the ice

I'm so tired man, I wish I could die

Make me feel on top of the world

I need to end it, I can't take it no more

I remember I was here before

I ain't going back to the drugs

But the only thing that makes me smile

Is the memories of the life that I used to have

Thinking of the ones behind

Is the only hope I know I could never find

I gotta find a passion, if I don't I'ma die with this depression

This life that I'll be leaving, it's like a cold hell only that I'm breathing

You told me you would be with me, couple lies, couple stories I believed in

This prison is not my making, but the chains I'm the only one creating

Rain, rain, go away

Don't think about coming back another day

I'll be here cause of my mistakes

Couple shits crazy past and some lost ways

But I don't know why

Bad things happen to the good guys

I'm tired of this life

Probably the only way to live is to die

No, but hold on, life goes on

And no one gives two fucks what you want

It's been a long time since I've been gone

Right now I'm a walking corpse, yeah

I gotta find a passion, if I don't I'ma die with this depression

This life that I'll be leaving, it's like a cold hell only that I'm breathing

You told me you would be with me, couple lies, couple stories I believed in

This prison is not my making, but the chains I'm the only one creating

I gotta take the pills to fix all these wounds

Even though I'm gonna lose

My anxiety is huge, the size of the moon

Nothing else that I can choose

Silent nights, helpless nights

Are the only things I have to kiss my daughter goodnight

And my wife goodbye

Things I could never ever have

Yeah

Things I could never ever have

Never ever

Yeah

Things I could never ever have

Things I could never ever have