Only Human Lyrics

Wake up pray to God then I brush my teeth

That's how I'm living 7 days out the week

I'm a small town brotha all I got is me

The trust issues make it hard to speak

Last night I hit the books then I went to bed

But I never fell asleep cause I was in my head

Huddle up how I be feeling and it keeps me stressed

Cause I miss my grandma and miss my ex

Never talk about the times that I be depressed

Cause I got my shit together but my life's a mess

Even in my own thoughts I feel like a guest

And my anxiety be gripping me like I'm possessed

I'm only human

I'm only human

They see the way that I be living and assume it's a breeze

Cuz everyday in LA it be like 80 degrees

Without a cloud in the sky

And the palms in the trees

But all I witnessed growing up was shooters robbers and thieves

Had a fallout with my last girl we struggle to speak

Ain't ate in days ain't slept in weeks

I spend a lot of time wondering where she could be

But all I know is that ain't it with me

I talk to God and ask him please don't let me die by myself

Used to be in love with shorty I forgot how it felt

Heartbroken soul torn and it ain't good for my health

But even when I need it most I still deny any help

I'm only human

I'm only human

Dark cloud flying over me I hate the rain

When life gets tough I feel the pain

Ever since my Cousin Shawn died ain't been the same

And thinking bout it really hurts my brain

Man of the house ever since I was a kid

Hold myself accountable for the things I did

Everyday I thug it out this just life I live

Still call the shots they know I'm him

Jus cause I got it going on don't mean my life is straight

When I ain't have shit my life was great

Wish that I could tell somebody but they can't relate

All this pressure on my back and I can't stand the weight

I'm only human

I'm only human