playing with fire Lyrics

Pipe down

At this point I feel like giving up right now

I never wanted all of this but now I might drown

Swimming back to the surface hoping that I'll survive

Hoping that I'll be worthy next time

Keep holding me back but now its too late

And I got way too much on my plate

You play with me you play with fire better back down

Thats how I gotta act until nobody's around

Fuck it up every month

Then come home and go to sleep do it again it's not enough

Every day feels like another burden never any peace

Man the pain gets keeping worse antisocial make it work

Can't make a conversation start uh and still I end it

Let the bodies fuckin drop uh every second

I'm insane go away mentally I'm not okay

Every second left dreaming that I never found this place

Yeah they keep me on a pedestal I'm not the guy you want

All my memories rush back and my past comes back to haunt me

Was it worth it hardly

Wishing she would call me

Wishing they would talk to me

Wishing that I didn't ruin the lives of all my friends

You ask me who's the man bitch I'm him/them

I'm the man for bein everything my parents never wanted

Man I'm so exhausted was I this unwanted

Pipe down

At this point I feel like giving up right now

I never wanted all of this but now I might drown

Swimming back to the surface hoping that I'll survive

Hoping that I'll be worthy next time

Keep holding me back but now its too late

And I got way too much on my plate

You play with me you play with fire better back down

Thats how I gotta act until nobody's around