I'm the Worst Lyrics

My phones been off, my eyes still open

That doors been closed, but I've been hoping

She'll come back, come back

Got a call back, now she's hurting and screaming

"Gave all my trust, what was I thinking"

"I hate you"

She said "I hate you"

All of this time

Thought things would be fine

"But you crossed that line"

"Have you lost your mind"

If I'm what she calls me

Then I'm the worst

Always tryna hide from

What I deserve

Blame it on my habits

Wouldn't be the first

Lying on the mattress

Looking for the words

If I'm what she calls me

Then I'm the worst

Always tryna hide from

What I deserve

Blame it on my habits

Wouldn't be the first

Lying on the mattress

Looking for the words

Maybe I'm disgusting

And waiting for the weekend just to feel something

She said I have a problem was I just running

Told you I was honest but it meant nothing

It isn't obvious

How to apologize without an audience

Everything I did was never how I felt

Would have been a waste if it was someone else

All of this time

Thought things would be fine

"But you crossed that line"

"Have you lost your mind"

If I'm what she calls me

Then I'm the worst

Always tryna hide from

What I deserve

Blame it on my habits

Wouldn't be the first

Lying on the mattress

Looking for the words

If I'm what she calls me

Then I'm the worst

Always tryna hide from

What I deserve

Blame it on my habits

Wouldn't be the first

Lying on the mattress

Looking for the words