Fears ft. Raf Ojeda Lyrics

Yeah

I have been sunken in fear

Keepin' this shit for too long now and shit I got voices I hear

But I never panic even if it feels like something is near

And I didn't know that by thinking it over will somehow affect my intelligence

I've been irrelevant fuck this impediment Wanna get back to my element

How do I conquer

If I am acting a bonker

Fuck it I don't even know what I am fond of

Give me pen or a marker

So I can write about life

Battling the fear with the use of a pen and a mic

I wanted to be at the top but I'm scared of the height

Cause sometimes the demon invites at the highest moments of life

I never let them in

Positivity sometimes I am loosing it

But I ain't loosing shit

I'm tired of listening

And this fucking life bro that I am lingering

But I ain't giving in

Fuck all this misery

Let be the fear do remain

Somewhere like 5 out 10

Yeah Life used to be fearsome

And it is always in you son

So tell me now what do you fear?

What are your fears in life

That keep you terrified

And wouldn't leave your mind

When you sleep at night?

Well come closer cause I'm about tell you mine

And I'm hoping that you will also feel the vibe

See I had my child

When I was twenty-one

Thought I wouldn't survive

From all the shit I've done

As the eldest son

I was as good as gone

It had gotten to a point

Where I held a gun

I almost pulled that trigger

Voice in my head said id rather be dead

Cause I was a fuckin failure

Toke some paraphernalia

Rolling dope with the bros just to cope with my dilemma huh

Battling with anxiety

Brought to me by my reality

So I searched for relief

Then I leaned to the leaves for the peace that it gives temporarily

(Uhh)

But it hit me like epiphany

All the things that I've been through were meant for me

It was written on the stars

They were meant to be

It was not an accident it was destiny

(Uhh)

Now I got my own family

And I promise I will love them endlessly

But I still feel the fear right inside of me

What if I fail to be the man that I want to be?

Damn