Conflictions ft. Charley Noir Lyrics

Addiction brings me to my knees

I'm searching for a will

A will to fight this disease

Confliction

War wages in this heart that beats

Is my life worth saving or

Do I give up on me

God where were you

In my moment of need

I'm falling into this hole

Of self pity that I loathe

Yeah there's nothing left to prove

I am not in control

When you lose all self control

Will you bend the knee

No I will never stop

Not for you or your higher being

My nirvana

Eye in the sky

Lies red as roses

White lines with lethal doses

I need help

There is no doubt

I want out

Something's gotta give

I'm falling into this hole

Of self pity that I loathe

Yeah there's nothing left to prove

I am not in control

Save me from myself

I'm barely hanging on

You reached out

And saw me

You saved me

Live on for me

Don't mourn when it's over

'Cause I'm already gone

My demons are getting closer

With every single day

They will come on my darkest hour

On my final day