stomach grip Lyrics

Dear god

Can you tell me if you're listening I've

Been sick and just wishing it'd stop

This shit gets intense my limbs locking up

Ok I'm not really religious untill insomnia

Has me questioning existence hypoxia

Spent 3 days in the ER from the oxy's cut

Reading apocrypha

Go through changes

Yeah

I love how my mama thinks I'm famous

Might go buy her designer when the plane lands

My bitch all dressed in Prada its her favorite

I got something to believe in

I can't shake it

Might just fry my cerebrum to my brain stem

I wonder how it feels to feel amazing

Nights almost took my life inside a days inn

Now I hop on a flight non stop to Vegas

I was gripping on my stomach crying calling out for change

New York for the summer but might fuck around and stay

I been getting numb to the stuff that ppl say

And thank god for my mother, it's a struggle everyday

And to my sister know I got you

We gonna share some enemies

My little brother knows I got him

Looking like a little me

Never had a perfect father but still call me if you need something

When it's bridge over the water

We gonna can catch up because we need to

I guess everything gets better in time

I guess everything gets better in time

I heard everything gets better in time

When will everything get better in mine