Been A Few Days. Lyrics

Been a few days where I been pissed off

Been A few days where I flipped off god

Been a few days where I really felt lost

Been a few days I been scared of my thoughts

Been a few days I been scared of my opps

Been a few days where I feel like a fraud

Been a few days where just wanna stop

Been a few days where I just wanna pop

Been a few days

Been a few days

been a few days

Yeah theres been a few days

Been a few days where I been pissed off

Been A few days where I flipped off god

Been a few days where I really felt lost

Been a few days I been scared of my uh

Yeah

I been hiding in dark

I been hiding in my art

I'm about to fall apart

If you didn't know

Yeah I got hella scars

I been shooting for the stars

Thought that I would go far

I'm not even close

Close

I feel like the door closed

Man it's really hard to have hope when

You said knock it'll be opened

But I been knocking in for days and

I'm still in the same place

Looking in the mirror still hating on the same face

Im about to air it out I ain't trying to save face

What Would happen if I die these are the thought that I hate

These are thoughts that I try to shake

Dream about better days

Please let me elevate

Your really tryna test my faith

They say life gives you lemons then make lemonade

No thanks I'm stay sour

I spend most days writing for hours

Or crying in the shower

But it's the rain that brings the flowers

So there's beauty in the pain

The floods bring the change

It Feels like I'm in hurricane

My levees they all bout to break

Don't ask me how I'm doing I'm not doing that great

But god never late

There's always a time a place

But I ain't gonna fake

No smile on my face

Get out my way

Man get out my way

Turn up the bass

I put it all on the 808s

Fade way, hope I don't fade away

I gotta stop and pray

Overthink every day

Thoughts are ridiculous

Picking apart all my sinfulness

Pick it apart so meticulous

I'm feeling villainous

I'm on bane

I'm on my uh

Whoa

I gotta stop I keep losing control

I gotta stop at the end of my rope

Drive down the road

In the dead of night

Screamed out to god

I'm bout to unload

I'm bout to go (Boom)

Yeah yeah

I got some friends who really need answers

Like I got the answers

I don't the answers

Their battling demons

They battling cancer

There's always a reason?

So why did this happen

I don't understand it

Stop the pretending

I'm just lamenting

I'm just lamenting

Manic depression

Oh man I am stressing

Can't live in the present

I need your presence I'm restless

Inside of my heads where the mess is

Wherever I go there's just messes

Whenever I hurt I suppress it

Where do I go I'm just guessing

God told me he'd show me each step in

This journey, but I feel like He left and

I'm all alone and he's just chillin in heaven damn

Been a few days where I been pissed off

Been A few days where I flipped off god

Been a few days where I really felt lost

Been a few days I been scared of my thoughts

Been a few day I been scared of my opps

Been a few days where I feel like a fraud

Been a few days where just wanna stop

Been a few days where I just wanna pop

Been a few days where I been pissed off

Been A few days where I flipped off god

Been a few days where I really felt lost

Been a few days I been scared of my thoughts

Been a few days I been scared of my opps

Been a few days where I feel like a fraud

Been a few days where just wanna stop

Been a few days where i just wanna AHHH