character development Lyrics

Check my phone, no new messages in it

But that's not my business

Where you at my homie? Acting so different

Know you stressing and itching to put a sedative in it

I'ma wait till you finish, learn a lesson, like

My school atmosphere heavy, just like my spirit

Voice of negativity speaking, yeah I hear it

But they talking about some party last week

They was drinking, having sex, smoking weed

No interference, "Just teens having fun"

So why they still got self disdain

Social media keep us up in a mental cage

Status quo look like the way out

Try to fit in where we make many mistakes now

Lost in the game, catching fades, clout chasing

Backstabbing, gossiping, blaming

Nobody gracious in that circle

It really ain't my place, man

I don't belong there, I'm waiting

For the masks to come off everybody faces

We ain't genuine, we don't cover our bases

That's the culture I live in, it's shameful

My homie been real tho, I appreciate it

Thank you for being yourself, never afraid to tell

Me about your mental health, I told you about me as well

You saw me go thru hell, I picked you up when you fell

We had time to breathe when we got out our shell

We let each other see we feel emptiness

Searching for love, that's something no one's gonna give

Told my homegirl, "Life so dark, I'm done with this"

She said "I know it sucks, but try to have fun with it"

Development

Character development

People change, yo that's evident

Thank you for the sentiment

Check my phone, no new messages in it

But that's not my business

Where you at my homie? Acting so different

Know you stressing and itching to put a sedative in it

I'ma wait till you finish, learn a lesson up in it

Check my phone, no new messages in it

But that's not my business

Where you at my homie? Acting so different

Know you stressing and itching to put a sedative in it

I'ma wait till you finish, learn a lesson like

Pain can make people do crazy things

Pain can make your friends change

Or just

Fly away to find their own lanes

Memories of them in my brain

I don't know you anymore

I don't know you anymore

No

Friends come and go

Will I be one of those

People have to leave, do they own things

It ain't my time yet

I just ghost everyone cuz from myself I'm disconnected

Circumstances changed in life

Since then I have a couple questions, take a second

To reflect on my intentions

Assess my depression

I sit with the homies

They dating, I'm not

I'm single, I'm lonely

Look

This girl, I just wanna see her, I just wanna meet up

My road so long, paces I can't keep up

All white Air Force Ones is beat up and creased up

While someone missing out here

It's the leaders, the leaders

Damn

High school

Junior year

Let's go

"The reason why this made me think about you is because

Even now, I know that you won't betray me

You won't do anything to hurt me

You wouldn't"

Reality snatched my dream and then ran

He wanted to scrap, said "Throw me them hands"

Cracked my skull in the ground then said

"Your dreams are gone, you missed your chance"

I guess it's true cuz I failed

It wasn't no clear objective

Been cloudy, that's unexpected

I didn't know my purpose could change directions

Uncontrollably shaking with panic attacks

My heart screaming at my mind, it's getting bad

I been the good guy and that's why I'm last

This is just something I'll never get past

I'm in a loop others just plow through

Wondering what could I really amount to

This is why I ain't around you

Because I question my value