Reminiscing ft. Shred Scarz & mans Lyrics

Who would've thought I'd be rapping on my best mate's beats

Who would have known GKG would have the recipe

Call it music but I really know it's therapy

No one sees what I see

Where your manners, where your please

All my plans and my dreams I guess they faded

All the nonsense I speaking I ain't ageing

Shit never changes

Sitting on the train watch the past go away

I ain't picking a side like I'm stuck in the middle

The porch had me trapped I had lost my keys

I was waiting on Manny we had plans to meet

I had a bag of sweets

3 for a pound, I bought them every week

He ran round the bag and then he jumped the nettles

He let me free

It was such a relief I could barely breath

Then head to Wilmot Park, let the convos proceed

Skip a few years I'm in love with weed

Soggy J's in my sock so I never got clocked

Pick up a couple G's with a couple of my G's

Hair full of knots so I let it dreadlock

Life's full of ups and downs

Why stay on the ground when you could be in the sky feeling light

Why could I not put it down

Living life in my dressing gown slumped day and night

Such a depressed kid

I must address this

God can't repent this

Much of what's left is a past of resentment a tick on the clock

Fuck the attendance man I never showed up

Waiting in the darkness I'm tripping in the mirror

Insecurities I can see them real clearer

Penny Park where the smoke I release from pain

Thank the lord that I never ended up insane

You know I was just- 2 years ago I was tryna do my thing being solo no one believed me

No one ever believed me we had tried so hard

Manscarz 'til the day I die

G-K-G

Manny, turn me up a little bit more man

I gotta tell these motherfuckers something

Something that comes from my system and my body and my life

I wanna tell you

Any problem you have in life

You- You can do it

3 years since 2018 cut down the blazing

And focused on the skating

They wanna know what's up yeah they wanna know the feeling

I told them many times that I'm always close to bleeding

I can't accept the hard times I'm drowning in the evening

Smiling in the sunshine I'm probably daydreaming

Tryna search for answers, searching takes me nowhere

That's why I'm so heartless

I'm tryna be a lyrical bastard

But I'm missing opportunities staying in Dartford

Tryna make it out like Mick

My love is always pending I know I feel a chemistry

I wanna find a remedy that don't get me hooked

Don't get me hooked

Don't get me-

It's draining on my energy I had to burn some memories

My close ones turn to enemies

The sidewalks might talk

My thoughts ain't right

Wanna scream wanna shout

Wanna let it all out

Wanna spit in the mic and then jump in the crowd

I'll never stop learning

Never stop searching

Cos I've always been curious

I'm George