Mind Of Mine Lyrics

Highs and lows are all I know

I don't wanna be a fucked up father

Therapy is good to me but I still can't seem to fix my trauma

And I'm terrified that you're just out there

Watching me when i can't breathe, and i need someone to break the panic

Dodging me to fill the needs of somebody with a faith less damaged

And I'm terrified that I'm on my own here

So I need you to let me know

Cause as far as I can tell

I can't save myself

I can't make friends with my emotions

All they do is leave me broken

So help

Am I talking to myself?

I need someone to hold me steady when my thoughts become too heavy

Someone to try to fix this mind of mine

Who the hell have I become?

Counting hours in between my doses

A jaded man with shaky hands holding onto what i can't let go of

And I'm terrified that I'm holy ghosted

I just need you to show me that you're real

Cause as far as I can tell

I can't save myself

I can't make friends with my emotions

All they do is leave me broken

So help

Am I talking to myself?

I need someone to hold me steady

Someone to fix this mind of mine

A mind that left me on the floor and shaking

Scared to death and suffocating

God I think I'm running out of time to get it right

And fix this mind of mine

Highs and lows are all I know

I don't wanna be a fucked up father