Pistol Lyrics

I copped me a new residential

I go to my God with my issues

Sometimes I don't know what to say

My homie just copped him a pistol

They confidence thinner than tissue

Sometimes he wanna blow it away

Oh no

Don't take away the live that He gave ya

Don't you know all ya sins have been paid for

But sometimes it's so hard to be thankful

When I look at my life and I'm bankrupt

Robbing me of all the pleasures I once had

Inside of my home, now I'm beggin for loans

Now my own closest friends, won't look at me for long

When we cross on the road, they stare down at they phones

Meanwhile, I got baby mama on speed dial

When we speak it ends so senile

How can I raise such a sweet child, as an exile

As an outcast

Don't constantly remind me of my past

Remember the times we would die laugh in the hatchback

In the back seat, before life crashed

Where's, God to abideth and fight for me

There's a price to breath, someone lied to me

I am finally approaching my time to leave

When the deed is done, hope it's quietly

Cause who really cares

A man who can't handle his own affairs

I cried out for help, they would stop and stare

The time draws near

Is buying this new gun a sign of fear

Finger on the trigger the demons get bigger

Fade towards the light put to death all my vigor

Thought it was over, but here comes the kicker

Surrounded by darkness, but God showed a flicker

Of hope for me

He was holding me

All of this time steady molding me

Use my experience

Relate to dispirited people that I hope could one day believe

I copped me a new residential

I go to my God with my issues

Sometimes I don't know what to say

My homie just copped him a pistol

They confidence thinner than tissue

Sometimes he wanna blow it away

Oh no

Take that lil pistol right outta ya hands

He died on the Cross to give a second chance

I know I seem crazy, but this is a glimpse

Of the messages that I get sent on the Gram

Tell me how I'm supposed to carry this weight

When I can barely hold my own back up straight

Constantly thinking my own life's in shambles

Expecting myself to be somebody's grace

God I need you

This tough act I'm frontin I know is just see through

Tryna expose your whole truth to these people

And I can't even really conquer this evil

And it seems to wear me down

Man, I don't know how to handle it

Maybe should live with the fact that I'm panicking

Present all these burdens to God and go ask for His guidance

I can't change a heart from a mannequin

I copped me a new residential

I go to my God with my issues

Sometimes I don't know what to say

My homie just copped him a pistol

His confidence thinner than tissue

Sometimes he wanna blow it away

Oh no