Disappear ft. Krizz Kaliko & Amir Maxx Lyrics

Oh crumbling like an avalanche

Been through so many up and downs like a lava lamp

Oh I've been digging through the soul

And I don't wanna live but I don't want to go

Help me find some solitude

I don't think I'll follow through

I wonder if I should take my life, so fight or flight

And I'm forever blue

Can't address these emotions but if I don't I'm a end up overdosing

Oh I'm just going through the motions

Try to cry when I'm feeling on the low end

Oh oh I should just disappear

Got a body but my soul no he isn't there

No he isn't there

Got no more to give, no tears to cry

Don't want to live in fear

I don't want to live, I don't want to die

I just want to disappear

Just want to disappear

I just want to disappear

Been feeling off, is it wrong if I'm literal

How do I be strong if I don't wanna be visible

Up until the dawn I've been thinking what I'm meant to do

Second guessing why do I question if my fortune coming soon

Too many, drinks now I fold

There's plenty, I run away from

Go face it, don't be alarmed

It's waiting, better take it on

Cause that ain't going no where homie

Doubling up the medicine the doc said for me

How do I tell them no, I don't wanna be dependent

Two ways to that polar, I don't know where I'm heading

Are you lonely, are you traumatized

Are you rolling, to neglect those times

Can't help it, gonna wonder why

How do I make it right

Got no more to give, no tears to cry

Don't want to live in fear

I don't want to live, I don't want to die

I just want to disappear

Just want to disappear

I just want to disappear