Maybe A Sign Lyrics

I'm not afraid to be the man I know I need to be

But it's hard to make it through the dark when you can't even see

I'm not complacent I'm just stuck swimming in the deep

And all I need's an anchor, and I'm waiting patiently for

Maybe a sign

Maybe someone

Maybe a vision

Maybe waiting on time

Waiting on luck's

Making my head go crazy

I don't need life, I just need love

I just don't wanna hate me anymore

If life's a game then I'm not sure if I wanna play

I'm tired of waking up and losing every single day

I try to play the cards I'm dealt, I'd rather throw them all away

But now the last card's turning, and it's time for me to pay, oh

Maybe a sign

Maybe someone

Maybe a vision

Maybe waiting on time

Waiting on luck's

Making my head go crazy

I don't need life, I just need love

I just don't wanna hate me anymore

Yeah, It's not a thing that you can plan for

When two parents can't apparently even manage or handle a family

Not a thing that you can plan for

When they get divorced in May and now you're getting two Christmas's it's so pitiful

And you're just sixteen and wishing that things were the same

Back when you were ignorant and there was no one to blame

Back when you wanted to smile and you were only a child

And you were happy cause you didn't get the brunt of the pain

But things are different now, you see behind the facade

You feel the struggle and the anger and the pain that it caused

You feel like a burden even though you know it's not your fault

So you push away your family and never wanna talk

You hide away in your room, find something to do

Find something to feel, find something to prove

Start skipping some meals, start slacking in school

Stop caring at all, start wanting to lose

Everything about your life is falling into pieces

And you try not to believe it but the evidence is breathing

Down your neck and you can't help but feel that nothing is fair

No one is there, and you'll never make it out of your head

And now you're off at college, you never call or text your family

Mom, it's my apologies, I'm sorry that you care for me

But if I'm being honest, it's so hard for me to call you

When every conversation that we have is when we argue

I'm really trying my best to find the motivation

Connection is so hard for me when all I know is pain

And though I don't like to talk to you I don't like to be estranged

So if you hear this song I hope you know that I'm okay